I started feeling delusional recently. I am spending more time in my room than being outside. I like the comfort of my room. I have to start studying for finals but i cant seem to get motivated. i wanted to do really well this semester, but looks like im ending the semester with 2 As, 1 B and a possible C. Although this will be my best semester so far, i still think i could have done a better job, if i stuck to what i really enjoyed.
i dont know why i go to parties. i dont drink or do crazy things anymore. every time im out at a bar, all the underage brothers are asking to get them drinks. im feeling like im wasting my time. i also hit the wall with my guitar playing. I am not really improving in my skills. the fact that i hate wearing my headphones cuz people around here hate loud music kinda ruins the mood.
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Dude, the only way to get urself out of the rut is to stay positive even when u feel like theres no point. If u stay positive in the face of a swarm of negaticity, u'll eventually see the tide turn in ur favour. Also, try not to read too much into wat pple are thinking abt u when u speak to em cos it'll only serve to make things worse. Take things as even as possible cos u'll only noe wat they think of u if they say it to ur face. And even then, why give a flying fuck abt wat they have to say? It is ur life after all. Just stay positive and look forward to a new day. Dun forget to pray as well cos divine intervention occurs when we least expect it. Cya soon.
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